OHHH CHERRY TREE.

sigh. i just had my english prelim. i thought i have written on a beautiful story on PERSEVERANCE. however, no no. EVERYBODY WROTE THAT TITLE ):

hey.
this is not good.

MANY MANY OTHER FISHEs

argh. my english prelim is tomorrow. i mean like woah, i think time is doing more than flying. sheet leg cramps. anyway i really want to get a B for english -.- to me, it is hard la. but you know the nike mission, NOTHING IS IMPOSSSSSIBLE. but guess what? i am not nike :] i am jingyun. so what is my mission? eat, sleep and play :] -thumbs up-

my mission rocks.

so hmm. how`s life . fine lorh.

anyway i have a tempting bubble on my palm. i got burnt and didn t wash it under water straight away. i guess it was because i was in front of everyone and them. so i put up a brave front and pretend nothing was wrong. wah lau. the pain is just like nothing i never felt before. very hot, itchy and burning. argh. i dunno how to describe it. so now i have a little pop on my left hand reminding me of that STUPID UGLY INCIDENT. sigh. why.

i really want to play floorball.
i really want to play floorball with my old team mates again.
i really want to forget about all that had happen to me.

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there are certain friends i need to apolegise to and there are certain friends i need to thank! and most of all are hugging and loving the certain friends who mostly get me to the uppp-iest of my life :]

moooarks :D

whatever. i don t give a damn.

i think the creator of humans forgotten something.

The creator forgot to took away the feelings on how human judge you by first impression.

once you got a first impression, you will never change it. like for example, you see a beautiful girl, and all would coo she would be a nice girl, kind , generous, just by her pretty face. you know how fucking irritating is that?

the second thing creator forgotten is to remind humans that they make mistakes.

when you made a mistake in front of everyone, they will start judging you. HAHA, SHE IS SO CLUMSY. HUH, DON T LA. SHE WILL RUIN IT. HEY THIS GIRL, DON T TALK TO HER.
i mean like wtf is wrong with people nowdays? had they never came across the word FORGIVEN? had they never across the word SECOND CHANCE? okays. this is getting on my nerves.


no, i am not saying that THE CREATOR is the blame to the problems of humans. i am just disgusted at my ownself. why is it i have to care about what people think about me. why is it i want to be somebody? why is it i can t be myself? is it because nobody like `myself` ? i can t believe i just let her tell me like that. what actually provoke me when she said, ` jingyun you know what i don t like you, is you react very fast when people say bad things to you`. wth. then how would you react? i mean hello. your first reaction is like wtf. you would be thinking, what the hell would they say bad things about. then when i ask her would you react fast. she could only reply ` i dunno` obviously i was quite pissed la. okays wait. i admit it is my fault. it is my fault that things turn out this way. but why is it people only focus on your weakness? i mean hercules had his achilles heel. i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno. i am so sick of this. so annoyed.

i thought i could shake off the past memories.
but a scar would always be a scar.

and i have reflected.
actually i am not talented at all.


what was i thinking?

PRELIMS.

mug mug mug.
study study study.
revise revise revise.
learn learn learn.
memorise memorise memorise.
think think think.
vomit
vomit
vomit.

SHEEEPs

if you see more than one sheep in the field, is it called SHEEPS? if you say yes, like sandy would, then YOUR WRONG :D no such word. its okays, don t kill yourself because you got the wrong answer. okays, anyway i like my new skin :] i think is like everytime i get a new skin, it always have something to do with rabbits. why ? WHY?

i dunno. and don t give a damn.

went to do printing in the morning. now waiting for mummy to come home with my mooncake :D am i still to old to light the lantern and walk around my block? or should i just stay fat and eat all the mooncakes i want? or stay emo and look at the moon xD.

no way. i am anti-emo.

anyway i am so so so bored.

JY rocks :D

=o WHAT THIS?
A NEW POST? CLAP :]

okays. i think after sandy see this post, she going to say i am bhb. YAY. so happy for soupers. we got our own radio :] no more kisser-ups, no more HEAD OF DJ, just us. the mushroom.

celebrated my aunty`s bday on saturday. i can t believe i made this cute little boy cried! it was just because he didn t like that i was scoring goals >;l well, later his uncle comforted him by giving me a yellow card which is actually a tissue paper. -.- then i just pretend to cry. gosh.you should see the way he stare at me with that killer look. i mean for a 5 year kid, he would stand there and cry, but he stand there and give me those eyes. i was like so shocked la. then later he took my hand and pretend it was a leash and he ran around me , like hoping i would get tangled and rolled down the slope. later, he tried his jackie chan kick, which he missed and his football tackle slide which again, missed :l . then after the game, he wouldn t talk to me and in his mind is FOREVER NEVER.

OH OH before that. there was this nerd which is actually my distant distant distant cousin. luckily is distant :] he was wearing a von dutch shirt, tattered and torned jeans and a very branded hat. BUT HOR, a bucky smile, a gel side hair, and those thick glasses. argh. argh. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. when i saw him coming in, i quickly pat huay wen`s leg. LOL. then both of our reaction is WTF. okays la. this is bad. but, i can t take it.

huaywen and huay yi came to my house after the party.
and WE MADE A WEDDING VIDEO.DAMN FUNNNNNY. it is only 2 minutes long but when our parents see, is like they think is 1 hour. sians. all dead meat. lao liao.

i haven t played floorball for a long time. sigh.

I AM LAZY. THANKS AND BYE

FOUL.

i will never forget 9th August 2006. it is an ugly memorable day. somehow, i wished i could be stronger and protect her. but no, i am a girl with a weak strength.


















any man who hits a woman is a coward. A FUCKING COWARD. i swore i will one day make sure you get a taste of your own medicine, you fucking retard.

THELAKEHOUSE

had a big blast yesterday. went to the new cathy cinema to watch the lakehouse. the movie was not bad la but there was some parts i didn t exactly understand. before that, had to go to school to celebrate national day eve. IT WAS SO SO SO BORING >;l sgs idol cannot sing for nuts. i think half the time we weren t paying attention and i think because of the rain, we were release an hour earlier :D then the school gave us this budget file :D with recycled paper. aiyeah, just take la :D . then i am so scared. i am going to get my chinese Os result on FRIDAY. like wtf! i hope i pass ! i hope i pass! i hope i pass!

then one big group of us like mostly from 4e2. jun, jieying,peipei,nadiah,yvonne and me :D go and watch movie :DD before that, we had LJS for lunch at hougang . the service was like slowpoke la >;l then the manager who was serving me and peipei went into the kitchen and started shouting at people. peipei and i gave the wth-is-going-on face.

even though the movie started at 1, it was already quite a long queue at the box office. maybe they were buying other tickets, i am just assuming they are buying the same as me :D later we go plaza singapuraaa and walk. it is so boring ): , maybe it is because i am with the boring people . HAHAHA. joke :] later me and yvonne shared the SUPER LARGE POPCORN cause we were confident of finishing it la. then it is not bad la. just that, it is sweet until you eat and you get sick of it . it is actually caramel popcorn. jun, jieying and peipei and nadiah share the small popcorn. so after the movie, we still left like HALF THE POPCORN INSIDE. then the funny thing is peipei and jun and jieying and nadiah cannot even finish the small popcorn lorh xD

later all of us decided to sit from dou-b gaut ( sheet speeling) sit until outram park and then back again to hougang \sengkang. then later jun and i sat down and opposite got this angmor like the shirt never button, look like a drunken freak. then he kept looking and laughing and smiling at JUN :D not me thanks. then me and jun were quite disgusted like eew la. so later we alighted at outram park so the angmor also, then while he go up the escalator, he still stare and smile at us. damn funny. then later we quickly went back in the train. later all of us sat down then suddenly got this young angmor sat in front of us , i think only jun and i understand and we started laughing la. then i say: this one leh? then she say: THIS ONE OKAYS LA,. STILL NOT BAD. wah lau. like that also can xD

went to compass mall and sit in the library for a while to wait for my mother and my aunty for finish their jewellary making lessons. then i saw this guy like useing the library `s electricity to charge his lappy? you mean it is allowed meh? don t care la. sheet. just wondering . after that i join my aunty and mom for late tea at delifrance. the WASABI SAUCE is like SHIOK :D i finished one container. but don t ordered the fish dippers cause inside is not cooked. then my mother got to send it back 2 times. in the end we just cancel the order :D

i was sooo tired. from 7am to 9pm yesterday.
anyway sandy spell dhouby gaut as dou-b god.

i bought something for someone . cant wait to give it to @#$$.
:D

okays. this is a long long post.

IMPACT.

does that one word sorry really can make everything alright ? i mean, even if i do say it to you, will it change everything and back to the way we are? i tried ways to approach you but you simply brushed me off and you said i did it to you. why, why can t you scold me and shout at me so i will know what`s going on , instead of leaving me in the dark. however, nothing matters cause you don t want to pursue the matter and besides, it takes two hands to clap. i think you would be reading this , and laughing and smiling to yourself. your glad, i am punished in this manner. i don t get it, why i am so affected but you can continue the life you had without me there. maybe i should learn this from you.

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mock biology was a freak test. if i can pass, i am happy. everybody is stumped. thank gawd. i don t feel left out.
:D lalalas.

KLEENEX.

hey. i dunno what`s up with my stupid nose. can t seem to stop sneezing and sneezing. now talking to sandy. so late le, still so high. before that , talk to pauline , then we crap and crap. later she told me this joke which i keep laughing at . some horse joke la. i dunno why, i find cold jokes damn funny. maybe is because you can never guess that damn answer.

mummy cook the best tomyam noodles :D i think if she open a shop, surely very popular :]

YIXIN ):

sheet la. don t have that 9pm show on channel 8 ): after today, my life can continue to be sians ): this is the only chinese show i am so intrudged in okays ): see, how many sad face have i type? anyway, happy ending :D but for guo bin, like he is the unwanted one. cause siqi and guojun is happy lalaing, yixin and weixing happy lalaing . THEN HOR. i think xiao ling very pei with victor :D cause they always suan each other. then left guo bin all alone ): nevermind la :D i take !

didn t go school today . went for english tuition. then go hougang mall for dinner.

i can no longer look forward to 9 `o` clock. now the show is replaced by the guy who ate the orange and kiss the girl who ate the pomelo.

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

i am satisfied. i made a lot of friends today :D some really qian bian one >;l but overall, they are funny :D floorball is getting weird now days. keith was quite angry with us today. he said we are no postition to shout for a line change. but if we don t shout, they will continue scoring goals, airhooking, faking. i don t mean it in a bad way. just that yeah, we are waiting >;l

anyway. i think he was refering to me too :D

heck.

i cant balance my partnership a/c. this is bonkers.

MOCK.

nah. not mocking people. it is the mock exams ): sigh, everytime i hear the word EXAMS. i get like damn sians. i can t wait for this year to be like over. is like everybody will tell you better study hard, next year get dream course. study hard for your future job. I AM JUST NOT CUT OUT FOR STUDIES . sickening books. anyway, i don t really want to bother about you. you lead your life, i lead mine. since you want to be like childish, i just leave it like that.

anyway thanks to my dearest friends who still visit my stagnant -.- or decomposed blog. (;
don t waste your time la xD .

whoever mary is, i don t give a damn about your boii.
and i don t fancy twits :D
like you= euuuu
i = ii
me = muii.

like wtf is wrong with these people -.-